I read that on a bottle of hard lemonade. I think it’s Shakespeare. I listened to a mental health app that asked a series of questions about if you’re sleeping enough and if you talk to your friends every day. Things like that. It told me to think about the last time I was reallyContinue reading “For now, these hot days, is the mad blood stirring”
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Little Miss Sunshine 2 – The Revenge
The dogman said that he had been waiting for me. At first I thought he meant that literally. That he knew I was coming the way the Asian girl did. Clairvoyance. He didn’t mean that. He meant that he had been waiting for someone to come. Without any prompting, he started talking. Standing there inContinue reading “Little Miss Sunshine 2 – The Revenge”
Live the life you’re given
Eventually I started driving to Grand Rapids where I will pretend to lose a fight to a woman who looks like a beauty pageant contestant. Someone died in the most horrible way possible. And I just go on like nothing happened? How can this be what life is? Bad shit happens and you just goContinue reading “Live the life you’re given”
Family values
A guy from one of my foster homes contacted me. That’s an awkward way to avoid saying foster brother. The longest I was in a foster home was six months. I don’t consider any of those people family. That sounds mean. It’s not supposed to. Sorry, guy, if you’re reading this. I don’t mean toContinue reading “Family values”
The third rule of outlaw fight club is being a waste of human skin
I’m not an angry person. I learned early in life that getting mad doesn’t help anything. I have enough problems without making things worse for myself. I am currently fucking livid. I was driving into La Grande when the Outlaw Fight Club guy called and told me that plans had changed. They are now goingContinue reading “The third rule of outlaw fight club is being a waste of human skin”
You can choose to be anything in this world – why do so many choose to be turds?
I had a chair match with Bloody Mary last night. What’s a chair match? No one knows. It’s one of those things we do in wrestling that doesn’t mean anything. What’s the difference between a street fight and a no DQ match? Or an extreme rules match and a chair match? It’s all the sameContinue reading “You can choose to be anything in this world – why do so many choose to be turds?”