I called Laura and left her a bunch of messages.  I remember that.  I remember doing that much.  I don’t think any of them made sense. When she called me back the sound of the ringtone was unimaginable.  I literally jumped away from my phone and hid in the corner.  There’s a disease where peopleContinue reading “Help”


I think I really screwed up.  There’s something wrong with me.  I can’t sleep.  I can’t concentrate.  Sometimes I feel like everything is moving at super speed and I can’t keep up.  The next moment feel like everyone else is underwater and barely moving while I zip around like a hummingbird.  I can’t drive becauseContinue reading “Untitled”


Casting a finding spell at the club was not a good idea.  Maybe because I wasn’t looking for anyone specifically.  Maybe I was too “open”.  I don’t know why. I’ve never felt rattled like that before.  I was caught off guard.  I felt the sick desires of the people that congregated there.  Feelings that wereContinue reading “Sucker”